Life sure has its own brand of twists and turns, isn't it?... It can sometimes be extremely unfair, sometimes extremely generous, and sometimes downright unforgiving... Of course, I doubt that the Lord created Life to be that way... Life acts in such a manner because of us human... Indeed, Life does not give you want you need. Life gives you what you deserved (Jim Rohn)...

Some might misunderstood my statement. True, at first glance my statement seems to be saying that some people, no matter how good he/she is, deserves to be living through Hell... That's not what I meant... Of course, my understanding and view of Life is different than most people... Some might say, "unrealistic", "too far from reality". But don't forget, "reality" is what one perceives it to be... Thus different perceptions give birth to different realities...

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You know, re-reading what I've written above gives me the impression that I'm, at best, making you guys confused... So I'll spare you the confusion...

How many of you here willingly lend your ears to other people's problems, and your shoulder for then to cry on?... We sure do that a lot, don't we?... With the hope that they'll lend us theirs when we need them... For those who have friends who are willing to lend you their ears and shoulders, be grateful... I've been desperately wishing for one, but though I think the Lord did hear my prayers, request is still pending... He didn't say "no", but it's not a "yes" either... I would really love to have someone who would always know that I'm in distress, and ask me if I'm okay... Without me telling them first... *Chuckles* Perhaps that's why I'm looking for the "big-brother"-type, if I were to seek a lover... As if that would ever happen...

Sometime I wonder, "maybe falling from a thousand feet isn't as bad as it sounds"...